I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, this is my life.Ms Jeffery.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
I wonder if you still remember 'Ms. Jeffery'?
I miss her.
alright. thats me in the year of 2008.
Fat and ugly.
Dont ask me why I go and cut my hair till this length.
Because I myself, till today, i also had no idea!!!
sftey remind me of my short hair.
yes Jeffery. We miss you.
LOL!
And i have to go through freaking 2 years to get the length I have today.
Realise i cut my fringe into bang 3 times.
Ok. my hair GROWS. like finally.
My aim.
.
.
.
.
Sort of regret to cut my curly hair away.
My proud and curly hair. LOL!
Anyway, my tolerance reach to the limit.
I finally told my dad about how i feel when my dear brother brought his gf home.
The call on Wednesday upset me alot.
I dont like to be chase out of the room everyday.
When i came back from work, i dont want to be moving my things around as if,
this is not my home.
I never thought this things would happen to me.
I dont mind him having gf as he is getting older, he need to get marry and have his family soon.
But then, one thing is i dont like to be called home early just to chase me out of the share room.
And move my laptop and my facial products.
Daddy agree with my ranting to my surprise. :) :)
I like her.
But i just want to feel home when I am at home.
Had alot of hiccups lately.
Holding on to my beliefs and stay as strong as possible.
The night haunt me alot.
My average sleeping time is 3am.
Even though when my eyelid feel really tired and heavy.
I just couldnt get in to sleep.
That 2 weeks, bother me alot.
The thoughts and everything I told you.
You might feel like its a bomb message.
But all the doubts I have for you, i think you should know.
And also you have to reflect yourself.
Whether or not, you take my words seriously, i have say my piece.
When trust is gone, i think there is no way we could do anything.
Goodbye love.
I miss her.
alright. thats me in the year of 2008.
Fat and ugly.
Dont ask me why I go and cut my hair till this length.
Because I myself, till today, i also had no idea!!!
sftey remind me of my short hair.
yes Jeffery. We miss you.
LOL!
And i have to go through freaking 2 years to get the length I have today.
Realise i cut my fringe into bang 3 times.
Ok. my hair GROWS. like finally.
My aim.
.
.
.
.
Sort of regret to cut my curly hair away.
My proud and curly hair. LOL!
Anyway, my tolerance reach to the limit.
I finally told my dad about how i feel when my dear brother brought his gf home.
The call on Wednesday upset me alot.
I dont like to be chase out of the room everyday.
When i came back from work, i dont want to be moving my things around as if,
this is not my home.
I never thought this things would happen to me.
I dont mind him having gf as he is getting older, he need to get marry and have his family soon.
But then, one thing is i dont like to be called home early just to chase me out of the share room.
And move my laptop and my facial products.
Daddy agree with my ranting to my surprise. :) :)
I like her.
But i just want to feel home when I am at home.
Had alot of hiccups lately.
Holding on to my beliefs and stay as strong as possible.
The night haunt me alot.
My average sleeping time is 3am.
Even though when my eyelid feel really tired and heavy.
I just couldnt get in to sleep.
That 2 weeks, bother me alot.
The thoughts and everything I told you.
You might feel like its a bomb message.
But all the doubts I have for you, i think you should know.
And also you have to reflect yourself.
Whether or not, you take my words seriously, i have say my piece.
When trust is gone, i think there is no way we could do anything.
Goodbye love.