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Suppress too much of my feelings yesterday.
As a result, i didnt get good sleep.
Or I can say, i dont really sleep.
I am tired today.

Thank God my boss came down to shop accompany me and keep me busy.
So sweet of her to even brought me curly fries! =))
Thanks!

Hows my feeling today?
I am afraid that today i am good, tomorrow i will be worst and next few days i will be emo.
I hate this kind of feelings like it gets worst each time.
But then Jean told me to get prepare myself since you know it will be coming.
I'm gonna be prepare this time.

Seeing him this good.
I am not jealous. Just disappointed at myself so much to struggle.
Plus sometimes guys is like a jerk.
They free and lonely, they come find you, sms you, call you, msn you.
Anything that it will make your heart soft and go back.
But when they are occupied with another girl which he is in love.
They ditch you away again.
So much that he counsel people to stay away from this kind of person but yet,
he is doing the same thing.
Twice it happen to me and twice i have to handle myself.
And they are in the happiness.
ANGRY la. *^^%@^%#^@

I am not going to bless him and the girl again.
I am not that BIG HEART to do it which i told him.
Cause its so much for me to handle all this shit he just shake his butt and walk off.
And "SORRY" this word, dont mean to me anymore when its coming from you.
I felt disgusted.

I am gonna pick up my hat this saturday without meeting him and that's it.
No more contacts as I have told him.
Anyway, he dont care at all.

I want to keep myself much more busy this time.
So if you want to date me, call me, sms me, you are welcome to do so.
Starbucks, chatting session, badminton, excerise, anything take makes me busy!
All these are FOC services.
HAHA!!


I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, this is my life.
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Supress Wednesday, January 6, 2010 Suppress too much of my feelings yesterday. As a result, i didnt get good sleep. Or I can say, i dont really sleep. I am tired today. Thank God my boss came down to shop accompany me and keep me busy. So sweet of her to even brought me curly fries! =)) Thanks! Hows my feeling today? I am afraid that today i am good, tomorrow i will be worst and next few days i will be emo. I hate this kind of feelings like it gets worst each time. But then Jean told me to get prepare myself since you know it will be coming. I'm gonna be prepare this time. Seeing him this good. I am not jealous. Just disappointed at myself so much to struggle. Plus sometimes guys is like a jerk. They free and lonely, they come find you, sms you, call you, msn you. Anything that it will make your heart soft and go back. But when they are occupied with another girl which he is in love. They ditch you away again. So much that he counsel people to stay away from this kind of person but yet, he is doing the same thing. Twice it happen to me and twice i have to handle myself. And they are in the happiness. ANGRY la. *^^%@^%#^@ I am not going to bless him and the girl again. I am not that BIG HEART to do it which i told him. Cause its so much for me to handle all this shit he just shake his butt and walk off. And "SORRY" this word, dont mean to me anymore when its coming from you. I felt disgusted. I am gonna pick up my hat this saturday without meeting him and that's it. No more contacts as I have told him. Anyway, he dont care at all. I want to keep myself much more busy this time. So if you want to date me, call me, sms me, you are welcome to do so. Starbucks, chatting session, badminton, excerise, anything take makes me busy! All these are FOC services. HAHA!!