I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, this is my life.
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Kick the box
Sunday, October 25, 2009

Start my work last monday.
Everything was fine. Get to bring my laptop to kill my time.
Lunch time is the busy hour but it only lasted less then 2 hour.
So most of the time, i will be FREE!
That's the best part of it.
I still prefer retail line compare to office work.
I think i feel more alive now then compare to when I was working in office.
Its like no life to work 8-6pm every week.
And drop dead at home and slept at 11pm.

Anyway, i just sign up the small package at California fitness.
It's $29.90 and lasted for like 2 months.
I can join any classes and I wanted to go kickboxing!!!
So if you girls want to go..can find me! But only 1 at a time... =(
Cause I only can bring 1 friend in.
So...God please bless me with flat tummy!!
I will be happy if I have hers. =D



I have a sudden feeling that people are going to leave me.
I am just so afraid that people close to me will be leaving me for good.
First my younger brother and then SP.
They left for good. And no longer will be right beside me.
I know people come and go. But its my character that I can't let go of things easily.
Like what they say take it and leave it.
First its my younger brother it took me a whole year to stop crying for him after he left.
And now, i am still in the midst of the cant bear apart situation.
It takes time.
But exactly how long, I have no idea.


i'm not emo, just my feelings and thoughts.