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Thursday, October 8, 2009
I didnt manage to grab any sleep for the last 30 hours. Twisting and tossing on my bed from 4am.... I woke up from my bed at 6am to go for 365 prayer. I didnt felt anything. :(

Maybe I was. And I felt lost all of the sudden. What have i been doing? What have I succeed in doing things? It suck. Cause I fail my parents. :( I have alot of things in mind. Should I go for it or wait for it? I dont want to dream. I want to MAKE IT! But what's stopping me? What's making me lost?


I felt shit today. My heart is tearing, my eyes are tearing. Maybe I should grab some chocolate bars. :( :( :(
How to live life to the fullest when you are lost?
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