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Its still the same feeling when I looked at the POP picture with your girl when you told me you n her is nothing!
Oh crap. I still felt anger upon cause on the other hand you keep messaging me.
Just what are you up to? Do you know that its heartbreaking at the same time to me?
Why am I so silly to even hope for you to come back to church at the later time?
Why did guys moved on so FAST whereas I am still stuck at where I am...
He could get another girl in less then 2 weeks.
Just what is this love or rather what is love about?
Why can one get heartbreak and another moment in love again?
Dont you guys need healing?
Dont you guys feel sad?
Or are you SO DESPERATE for one?
I felt a moment of agony.
What did I do wrong that he hurt me so badly and deeply?
yiikkkessss!!!! =(


and when will it be the day when I really stand out from the agony?
does it takes days, weeks, months or even years?
sometimes, its so helpless cause encourage can be advise but all its up to me.
but.. the feelings that I have I can't help or control.
It's part and parcel of life. I know.
But all i ask is to end it fast and not holding hopes again in people.