I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, this is my life.TGIF
Saturday, May 30, 2009
I started my job today.
I guess no longer can I stay up till 3-4am now.
It's tired to wake up in the morning. yawn~~
And this job...its something.....new to me though its categorize under admin.
I have to call customer. And I hate to work this. I am just worry that I didnt do a good job.
And if under very stress situation, I am worried I will run away from this job.
The people are nice though...but.. i am just scared that calling up customer will make me run away.
But I have decided to change myself.. be mature and responsible of what I have decided to do.
Omg...being adult is not easy!!
Today's Song of Solomon part 1 series is AWESOME!
The atmosphere is great! And I got 1 hunk sitting behind me! HAHHA~
But anyway..i learn alot of things and its my very first time to listen attentively.
I am broke...real broke.
I dont know how to survive before my pay comes.
Which is like 2weeks time.
Everything I have to pay for my own expenses.
I dont know how...
My heart has been longing for something.
Yes.. I admit I longing for him to come back. Which I myself know that a longer time is required.
Today, I went back to the places we have been before. Much memories.
Place is the same but.. something is changing and that is us.
I long for him to come back. Which I know I will do anything for it.
But.. i dont know how he feels about everything.
We have been planning to meet him up for his birthday.
But I am afraid...that it didnt work out.
I am the only connection to him. I pray things will work out.
I really really hope that he will come back one day.
I know that day, we will smile for you on the day you return.
Just a matter of time.
i want to be in love again..... but have I overcome?
I guess no longer can I stay up till 3-4am now.
It's tired to wake up in the morning. yawn~~
And this job...its something.....new to me though its categorize under admin.
I have to call customer. And I hate to work this. I am just worry that I didnt do a good job.
And if under very stress situation, I am worried I will run away from this job.
The people are nice though...but.. i am just scared that calling up customer will make me run away.
But I have decided to change myself.. be mature and responsible of what I have decided to do.
Omg...being adult is not easy!!
Today's Song of Solomon part 1 series is AWESOME!
The atmosphere is great! And I got 1 hunk sitting behind me! HAHHA~
But anyway..i learn alot of things and its my very first time to listen attentively.
I am broke...real broke.
I dont know how to survive before my pay comes.
Which is like 2weeks time.
Everything I have to pay for my own expenses.
I dont know how...
My heart has been longing for something.
Yes.. I admit I longing for him to come back. Which I myself know that a longer time is required.
Today, I went back to the places we have been before. Much memories.
Place is the same but.. something is changing and that is us.
I long for him to come back. Which I know I will do anything for it.
But.. i dont know how he feels about everything.
We have been planning to meet him up for his birthday.
But I am afraid...that it didnt work out.
I am the only connection to him. I pray things will work out.
I really really hope that he will come back one day.
I know that day, we will smile for you on the day you return.
Just a matter of time.
i want to be in love again..... but have I overcome?