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Some thoughts have been whining around me since yesterday.
I can see the scenario of how things has change ever since the day we end.
I dont know. But i am still quite annoy by the sms he send.

Its sad.
When you see someone whom you used to be closed with, is falling apart.
He used to be a firm and a fervent person for God.
But now..a protective and ego person, refusing to get help from others.
What is the real answer that makes him fall apart now?
I blame myself for some as part of it, or maybe somehow, i am the reason of why things end this way.
But someone told me its his choice to have things this way.
Its either he let go or hold on.

Maybe she is right.
I shouldnt blame myself for this.
I am glad I did make a right choice in moving on.
At least, things are much better now.
Or maybe to say.. i dont think too much or cry now.
Aint I strong? I am suprise of how I handled this hiccups.
If it was the last time me. I think I am still crying right now.

I guess, i clearly know myself inside that i have got over it.
I am glad i did.
I dont hate him. Maybe last time yes.
But now.. i feel like helping him.
I couldnt help myself to see him falling apart.
Just friends.