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I guess I am alittle lost now in the path I am walking.
I felt something misplaced.
What I plan ahead, i couldnt fulfil.
Its too much for me to sacrifice to the unknown.
I feel I did not do well for the business.
This month did not hit my target.
Can I succeed in what I am doing and be successful like Elim Chew?
I know it takes time.
Maybe I was alittle too kan chiong spider.
And I am afraid what is ahead of me.
What if its somthing bad?
What if its something good?
What is the plan ahead of me that God has make?
PLEASE....reveal it soon..!!!!!
My heart is beating fast each time you gave me a big surprise!!


I was irritated by an old couple this morning at church.
Sometimes... even nasty people can be found.
If you are a person who is reasonable,
properly when you saw someone siting in the centre in a row of 11,
have their bags place at one of the end,
its obvious enough that this person is booking the whole row.
And just my luck to met this couple, bicker ones.
When I actually told them that this row is taken,
they shoot me that there is no bag on this chair.
Usher say I can sit anywhere.
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Spoilt my beautiful Sunday morning.
FINE!
I dont want to argue with them for just a seat.
Just let them sit where they like.
I respect you that you are elderly but...
Like hello...what I wanted to say is be reasonable please!
The way they talk is like arguing whereas we told them nicely!
See the difference?

Sometimes even educated people are just so rude!!!!


I really really can't believe you actually tell me she self declare herself as your girlfriend?!
Who will be so thick skin to actually wrote on your fb's wall saying "I am missing my boyfriend!"
COME ON! I know the truth.
I still dont get it, why after I told you, you still deny!
Is it hard to admit?
I shouldnt be bother by this....
but one thing I know, i cant trust him anymore.

What a day i have.....rest is needed.

*edited
He told me he is regretting for letting me go.
I rejected him.
I told him I have moved on.
I didnt miss something good...didnt I?
I was reluctant to reply.
Cause some part of me actually heart break and have the feeling to go back to him.
I admit..the feelings is still linger inside me.

But as I think....no I shouldnt.
1) Trust is one of the key to relationship and this basic key, cant be found anywhere.
2) I dont know what you are thinking.
I am afraid. A person who told me you can change within 2weeks.
How can I be confirm that you wont change within 2 weeks again?
3) I am not sure what you say is a impulse decision you had?
You need me when you feel alone?
How does it sounds?
4) You and your mysterious girlfriend..mysterious enough???
5) You are in army... what can it be?
6) Financial statement.. you know. Dont you?

If..lets say if.....by fate and you have change to somebody better.. I might consider.
Who knows... God knows.
I clear my line. I'm sorry I didnt want you to feel double unhappy with this.
But I think is better we clear before anything occurs.
I feel sorry for everything... I wish I could help you as a friend.
Cause after all... you are still someone dear to me.
Which...I dont want to see you falling apart.


A dramatic day with an endless story...
I wish sunday will be rainbow day...