I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, this is my life.Trying hard
Thursday, February 12, 2009
I did tried not think any single thing. But the moment i open up my eyes..everything came back. Hai...~ i have alot of thinking. alot...really alot! Am I stupid to have a hope that we will get back one day? But by this word, "we will get back one day" my heart, the pain gone. I am having this hope.
And i rewind the scenes, there is a lot of things i have regretted alot. I was thinking, if i do that, we might not end. If I did not do that, we might not end... IF...alot of if. But 'if' this word, really happen in real life, then this is not real. We learn mistakes through the things we done. And thats the time when we learn to treasure the loves one. Once its gone, you dont know when will it come back to you. Time is the matter.
Oh well...I dont know if you feel annoy by my blog. But this is my blog!! I have stop writing how i feel ever since someone stop me. But, i think that what is the problem with it. My blog is about my life! Whether you like it or not. I will still write from now on! I dont wanna keep to myself or maybe suffer myself in a bottle. I know how it feels.
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p/s: I am going out with him tomorrow..but as a friend only.