I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, this is my life.The last episode
Saturday, February 28, 2009
I know this is shit. But ya, i vent my anger in another way. Thanks est, sftey and shan. For coming down and inform the rest. I didnt have so much love from friends before and you guys, definitely helps me alot. By telling you guys, makes me feel so so much better then keeping it to myself and cry everyday. I didnt want to lose my beautiful eyes. LOL! But thanks...much appreciate for doing that!
This last epsiode of love, its long, its tough, its where i learn and miss the train. Or maybe its not worth. But after all, i dont want to get myself blind in love. Some things thought me out. Words coming from their mouth makes me see another point of view which, i always have think of but always ignore. Now it makes sense to me. That this isnt the one, i really wanted to go for long. Cant bear this love, but there is a price to pay if i continue. People does change from time to time. Even if its just short 2 weeks. Once its change, you can't turn back time to ask the person love you again. Like I say, once its gone, its forever. You cant force, you cant push. Its fate. When times up, its time for him/her to go. What yours it will naturally comes back to you. I dont hope for anything anymore, neither do i have any motive to get back again. This game, too much for me to play. Too much things to pay for. I am tired already. All along keeping it to myself, at last.... i have say it out and told someone. It does really feels great.
I will still cry. But not as bad to cry on the streets or on bus. Oh my...that's really terrible especially when your tissue is out of order.. Shall be my last time.. I dont want to be that stupid again or maybe navie. I have learn and know. Its up to me whether to accept this fact. Which is i thought i am but when things comes again, i know i didnt. Thats human lives? You see evil people, no human feelings... but i know there is something out there which is positive maybe a smaller group but dont let things change the point of view in humans.
I know i have been ranting about relationship from weeks to weeks..but hey... the last episode is always the fantastic moments you ever want to watch. LOL! I will move my directions to the shop for now till further. A kind of distraction i can have from thinking of this? I know i am gonna be busy for the next few weeks. Kept myself as busy as I am. Make myself live till the fullest, without...any regrets. And i guess, Benjamin buttons really make a great impact in lives. Haaa...really got to get that show. So whenever i feel lost or anything, this could remind me..and HOT HOT braid pitt. Dont step on the floor cause i am drooling over....
Something to share... this video is nice!
This last epsiode of love, its long, its tough, its where i learn and miss the train. Or maybe its not worth. But after all, i dont want to get myself blind in love. Some things thought me out. Words coming from their mouth makes me see another point of view which, i always have think of but always ignore. Now it makes sense to me. That this isnt the one, i really wanted to go for long. Cant bear this love, but there is a price to pay if i continue. People does change from time to time. Even if its just short 2 weeks. Once its change, you can't turn back time to ask the person love you again. Like I say, once its gone, its forever. You cant force, you cant push. Its fate. When times up, its time for him/her to go. What yours it will naturally comes back to you. I dont hope for anything anymore, neither do i have any motive to get back again. This game, too much for me to play. Too much things to pay for. I am tired already. All along keeping it to myself, at last.... i have say it out and told someone. It does really feels great.
I will still cry. But not as bad to cry on the streets or on bus. Oh my...that's really terrible especially when your tissue is out of order.. Shall be my last time.. I dont want to be that stupid again or maybe navie. I have learn and know. Its up to me whether to accept this fact. Which is i thought i am but when things comes again, i know i didnt. Thats human lives? You see evil people, no human feelings... but i know there is something out there which is positive maybe a smaller group but dont let things change the point of view in humans.
I know i have been ranting about relationship from weeks to weeks..but hey... the last episode is always the fantastic moments you ever want to watch. LOL! I will move my directions to the shop for now till further. A kind of distraction i can have from thinking of this? I know i am gonna be busy for the next few weeks. Kept myself as busy as I am. Make myself live till the fullest, without...any regrets. And i guess, Benjamin buttons really make a great impact in lives. Haaa...really got to get that show. So whenever i feel lost or anything, this could remind me..and HOT HOT braid pitt. Dont step on the floor cause i am drooling over....
Something to share... this video is nice!