I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, this is my life.Goodbye
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
It all ended with just one word. Just one cruel word.
I told you not to cry not to cry!! BLOODY NOT WORTH TO CRY! you stupid idiot why did you cry in the end. Why have you not grown up for the past 21 year! Why are you still the same. Have you not learn anything? Have you?
Confused? You knew it long ago. Getting yourself prepare for it. But it just happen like a rollercoaster. Everything is just way too fast for you to react. By the time it came, you break down and cry. One word dont know, and it came like a waves of sea. Knocking you down from place to place.
This feeling sucks for you? Yeah... I know exactly how you feel. When things dont go right, when the love goes down, when you dont sacrifice for your love ones, when you dont call each other, when no concern falls upon each other, when the love didnt came, when everything comes to the end. Thats when you feel alone.
Wishes came upon you, saying i wish you all the best deep down in my heart. There should be another one for you. It's all crap to you. That's when you feel hatred.. hypocrite!! How can you be so calm like nothing ever happen and end up, you comfort me!
Communication kills me with one shot. And i am announce dead. RIP with the date.
I lost my 2 precious people in the world. And it goes one after another.
I need time to adjust myself. Maybe its better without you since things dont go well. So what if its 4 years. Things will gone rusty, feelings will fade away, happiness wont last long. Long doesnt mean it will last forever.
everything has ended. I wish i will let go like a kite. Let it fly high above which i wont see it anymore. Please dont give me hope when it wont came. I need time to be friend with you again. Or properly, not.
This feeling is killing me. its killing me. I hate it. Let me be alone for few days.